Saturday, February 20, 2010

NSV and Miscellaneous

* I'm claiming V I C T O R Y over McDonald's, at least for today. We were out all morning at various doctors' appointments and my 4-year-old got hungry. I walked with him to McD's and got him some chicken nuggets but nothing for me. That's big for me. I came home and had some turkey and cheese roll-ups and half an avocado. I'm full, too. Yay me.

* Scale was up to 238 today. FIngers are really swollen, but I'm drinking water. I veer between eating well and then blowing it on chocolate or sweets.

* I have a sinus infection and just started antibiotics but in the meantime my head feels like it's going to explode and I can't breathe out of my nose, which is a big pet peeve of mine. I really, intensely dislike mouth breathing. (How's that for a petty whine?)

* I've been Negative Nelly lately, my mind is just full of 'see, this isn't working, you don't even have self control after this surgery, now what the hell are you going to do?' I'm at a low point emotionally, really struggling.

I guess that covers it.